The First Time

The first time I spanked my Sweetheart as a form of punishment was the day after we had agreed to practice domestic discipline. We had joked that we might not notice much of a difference–unbeknownst to me, my wife had been working towards a more submissive role for some time, both in our love life and outside the bedroom. I expressed doubt about punishment being necessary, as I couldn’t recall the last time she had done something that would warrant one under this new dynamic.

Fast forward twenty-four hours.

Sweetheart was resting in the den, on her way to recovery from some health trouble. I stood in the kitchen, paused in the process of making lunch for us. The transgression was such a minor thing. Trivial. Laughable.  However, she had asked what I thought we should do about this little thing and then she had done the exact opposite. Is she testing me? I wondered. It was more likely that her disobedience was the result of some distraction and not an act of defiance. Does something this small and silly deserve a punishment? I realized that I was trying to convince myself that it did not, but we had agreed–just the day prior–that my say would be final.

“Here we go,” I said, placing lunch on the table in front of her. Soup, I think. I stroked her hair and kissed the top of her head. She smelled clean and fresh, like soap and coconut. “But before we eat there is one thing we need to take care of.”  She looked at me, her brow furrowed.

“Please stand up and bend over the back of the chair.” She obeyed without hesitation, unfolding her legs from within the long skirt she was wearing and rising from her seat. I wanted her over my knee, but the health troubles made that impossible.

“I’m being punished.” It was a statement, not a question, and her tone gave little indication about what she was feeling. She said it the way a person says “I’m going to the store.”

“Yes,” I replied. “Do you know why?” Her response was prompt. “Because I disobeyed you.”

“That’s right. You asked me to make a decision and immediately did the opposite.”

She nodded and bent over the chair.

“Lift your skirt, please.” She reached back with one hand and raised the thin cloth over her ass.  She had no underwear on–the band irritated her skin while she was recovering.

Her skin was paler than pale, and there was plenty of skin to see. The firm roundness of her ass. The sleek suppleness of her thighs. Normally, just being near my wife is enough to stoke my fire. The scent of her under soap and perfume makes my blood race. The sight of her soft curves and flesh fill me with wild desire. I felt no joy at the prospect of punishing her, but something sent a jolt through me. My cock stirred.

spanking_01It was the fact of her submission that thrilled me.  There she stood, my Sweetheart, bent over a chair, exposed and vulnerable, offering herself to me without reservation. The image of it was breathtaking. I’m yours, it said, and the stirring became a hard throb pressing against my jeans. It wasn’t appropriate to be aroused, but I felt no shame. Her feet shifted back and forth, back and forth.  It was a small gesture, and the only hint that she was not entirely at ease. I stood at her side, my left hand resting on the small of her back.

The first slap came suddenly. It wasn’t hard but the shock of it made her jump. The next blow hit her other cheek.

“Count.”

“One,” she whispered.

The next few strokes came more quickly and with greater force. “Two, three….” She continued, counting every other slap. By the time she reached four my hand was stinging and red blossoms had appeared on her ass. They reminded me of the way her face and neck and breasts flushed when she was aroused. Or angry.

“Five.” I paused and reached for the thin wooden spoon I had placed nearby. I had tested the spoon on myself–it stung. I brought it against her rear with a soft crack. She hissed, a sharp intake of breath. Another crack brought the same reaction.

“Six.” Another, and another. “Seven.” She winced involuntarily each time.

“Eight. Nine.” She bit the words off. The last few blows were just harder than a tap. “Ten.”

I blew against her bright red skin and rubbed it with the soft skin on the back of my hand. “It’s over,” I said.

She rose from the chair and let the skirt fall back into place. She looked at me with wide eyes and I took her into my arms. She tucked her arms inside our embrace and placed her face against my neck as I kissed her cheeks and forehead and stroked her hair.

“I’m sorry,” she murmured. “I know. I forgive you,” I replied. “It’s over.”

She raised her head and looked around, her eyes still wide and a little wild. She pointed to the spoon. “That thing is the devil!” I laughed. She laughed. She sat down, a bit gingerly, and normal life resumed. We ate lunch, enjoyed each other’s company, and silently wondered about this new road we had started on.

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A Spanking By Any Other Name…

A quick Googling of “spanking” reveals a first page full of hits about the erotic aspect of it. (Well, mostly.  There’s also that one link about what Jesus thinks about spanking.)

Matthew 5:39 has apparently been grossly misinterpreted.

On the second page of results you’ll find a mixture of links–some about the erotic aspect and a fair number about spanking as a parent, with the general consensus being “don’t do it.”

All that spanking has to go somewhere.
All that spanking has to go somewhere.

What does all this have to do with domestic discipline, this blog, or the price of tea in China?  Fair question, imaginary reader, and I’ll tell you: as our culture (well, the U.S.–I’m wagging a finger at our friends across the pond) has gradually become more sexually permissive certain kinky elements have either become part of the new norm, or at least have garnered some level of acceptance. In other words, it’s hard to argue that something is still on the taboo fringe when Cosmo has a guide for it. However, this acceptance does not extend beyond the bedroom threshold, and the more you remove the eroticism from the act the less you’ll find acceptance or understanding from other people–even, at times, people that are part of the larger BDSM community.

Which brings us to the different kinds of spankings that you might find in a domestic discipline relationship.

Erotic

The goal of the erotic spanking is the sexual gratification of (ideally) both partners. There isn’t much more to say about it, or at least not much more to say that is true for every erotic spanking. For some, an erotic spanking is little more than light slapping and may only last a few moments. For others it might be a bit more thorough–lasting much longer and likely to leave some bruising or marking from whatever implement is used. One couple might have a hands-only policy, while another could use hands, paddles, hairbrushes, wooden spoons, rules, canes, floggers, that stealthy bastard the loopy johnny, or any combination of implements depending on the circumstances.

Why is spanking erotic for some people? Another common question, and there are some decent articles out there about endorphins and all that, but I think that is an oversimplification. The answer to why? varies as much as the the other factors described above. I wouldn’t worry too much about why you, or someone you know, likes a thing, as long as no one is being genuinely harmed.

Relief

Refocusing, centering, stress relief: this kind of spanking doesn’t seem to have an official name, but it is something that does seem to occur in both domestic discipline and strictly BDSM relationships.  The purpose of the relief spanking is to help the sub regain his or her composure.

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He knows the sound of one hand clapping…

“Horseshit!” I hear you cry. “How can a spanking make someone feel better?” Because, dear reader, spankings are only partly physical.  The mental and emotional facets of the act should neither be forgotten nor understated. It’s hard to keep worrying about all the little imps that gnaw away at your mind–the stress, the anxiety, the misplaced or misguided guilt–when someone is slowly but certainly lighting your ass on fire. And if that same someone is tenderly stroking your back and your hair while talking to you, telling you how wonderful you are?  The walls that you have built up to protect feelings and to keep people at bay are the same walls that make you a prisoner, locking your feelings up and preventing you from connecting with someone–someone you very much want to connect with.  The relief spanking, ideally, banishes those imps, tears down those walls, and builds you back up, allowing you to reconnect in a (surprisingly) intimate way.

Just like erotic spankings the force, pace, and implement used in a relief spanking can vary dramatically from couple to couple, or even from spanking to spanking. Typically, however, a relief spanking uses a moderate amount of force and lasts at least a few minutes, though the duration is more often determined by how long it takes the spankee to purge whatever troubles them.

Punishment

Before we discuss the most contentious kind of spanking–the good old-fashioned punishment spanking–just look at this picture:

OMG Mom and Dad are tag-teaming that kid
The family that spanks together… stays together?

I can not stop laughing at this image. Look at his face! Look at their faces!  Every time I glance at it I see something else. Where exactly is she planning on putting her right hand? Is this spanking school? Why is he wearing an apron? Thank you, Google Image Search, you rarely disappoint.

Ok, I am absolutely a serious and respectable adult. I’m better now.

The punishment spanking. The objective is right there in the name: it is a punitive response to misbehavior. Be honest: if you had to tell someone that you and your partner engaged in spanking this is the one that would make that conversation reach critical awkward levels. It is very difficult for people to understand or accept why one adult would willingly, even enthusiastically, permit their partner to discipline them for any reason. As I said in my first post, I don’t feel any inclination to defend this thing we do (hat tip to Desiring Discipline for teaching me that term). Instead, I’ll just say that people want what they want. We can explore the why of the thing another time when we’ve both had a bit of grandpa’s medicine and we feel like waxing philosophic.

It’s essential to note that the intent of the punishment spanking is to correct misbehavior–misbehavior being defined differently from couple to couple. This kind of spanking, more than any other, should never be undertaken when angry or intoxicated, and it should never come as a surprise to the person being spanked. Before, during or, rarely, after, the spanker should make it absolutely clear why the punishment is taking place.  I would go so far as to say that the person receiving the spanking should agree with the reasoning before the punishment is given, otherwise an act that is supposed to bring a couple closer together might instead make whatever disharmony exists even more pronounced. The punishment spanking, as one might expect, is typically harder and longer than either the erotic or the relief spankings. Aftercare–the gentle reconnection between partners–is more important following this kind of spanking than any other.


It would be naive to claim that these three things are either comprehensive or distinct. The acts we perform in a relationship can rarely be so easily categorized and compartmentalized, and spanking is no exception. Some hint of the erotic may sneak in during what should be a punishment spanking, or some relief may be found during an erotic or punishment spanking. The point of this taxonomy isn’t to define boundaries, but to open up possibilities. So go forth and warm your hands, or your bums, and consider those possibilities.

But before you go let me leave you with one last thing to consider:

OMG Mom and Dad are tag-teaming that kid
Ha! HA!